Weight and See...

I am an active person. I am constantly cleaning my house, reorganizing, working, researching, DIYing, gardening, landscaping, playing with my dogs... you get the picture. But weight has always been a struggle. Yesterday a co-worker made a comment about my weight. Now, he prefaced it with you seem like someone who isn't sensative about it, and in that aspect I take that to be a compliment becuase he thinks I'm stronger than to be sensitive. But in reality I am sensative. Weight has always been an issue for me. I have been yo-yo dieting since the 5th grade and have lost 30, 75, and 90 lbs, of course gaining it back inbetween. Always to the same weight. Its very frustrating.

Reality is having been though this, I know how different people treat you when you are thin versus when you are heavy. Noone sees blonde hair, blue eyes, white straight teeth, or four degrees earned all before 28. They see weight. Its sad but true. Well I felt bad about it for about 12 hours and then I realized that this was the wake up call I needed. I cannot accept this any longer. Its time to start to fight again. This will be my lifelong battle but I refuse to go through life hating myself and resenting myself and food. Yes, I am a naturally bigger perrson. I gain weight easier than other people and I have some bad eating habits (I eat all my feelings from happy to sad) but thats no excuse.

I must fight! For myself, for my pride, for my family.  So I know I will have to work hard and it will take time but just you "weight and see!"

Refinished china cabinet

So last summer I had borrowed my parents old mini van and I had to take advantage of this vehicle. With a new china set on the way as a wedding gift I knew I needed a china cabinet but didn't want to spend a lot. I found this cabinet on craigslist for $100 but we had to move it out ourselves (and it doesn't come apart) which was rough but, my husband and I got it in the van and back to our garage where it sat for about three months until our wedding and honeymoon dust had settled. Then I went to work. I decided I wasn't up for a total stripping and refinishing project so I decided to try the rustoleum furniture refinish kit ( I'd been dying to try it). We agreed on the expresso finish. Overall I'm very happy with it! I didn't really want to invest in new hardware in case I ended up hating it so I just painted the existing hardware with the rustoleum brushed nickel (TIP: if you are using this on something and notice that the metallic in the paint starts to pool on the item then spray the paint onto a plate ( or fast food lid like I did lol) use a cotton ball for application- that evens it out and prevent excess paint which I found to cause the pooling and sliding. The process did take three weekends and some sanding during the week but, I like to do it right. Below are my before during and after photos. I get tons of compliments and my friends can't believe I did it all on my own!

The hand me down table and chairs, which you can see in the last picture, are on my list for this spring. I'm thinking white chairs and table bottom with a matching expresso table top but we'll see.

Third times the charm!

So first I called it 'Aim to Organize', but i found the name too limiting and felt like I could only write about house stuff. Then after some major changes in my life I tried "Mrs-Esq" which is who I am a new Mrs. (who would have thought) and an attorney, but somehow it just wasn't inspiring me. Then this morning, while I was putting on my makeup in my bathroom decorated with botanical prints (which I found here: http://www.adailysomething.com/2013/03/free-printable-botanical-prints-01.html for free and I love them),  it hits me, a new name, that accurately reflects me and my passions "A Gardener's Granddaughter". A perfect opportunity to open the window and talk about my passions: my family, gardening and my home. General enough to still leave it open to talk about DYI and home improvement and life in general. Lets hope this name sticks, I'm over changing it but I want to feel inspired!

 

A history of my Gardeners Granddaughter meaning: "I grew up sitting under fruit trees, listening to my Grandfather's stories, helping him tinker with his latest project, garden and learning about the world around me. Now as an adult, I've brought the lessons I learned and the values I gained into my own home, garden and life.

Finding time to meet the demands of my career as an attorney, decorating our home, landscaping our property myself, taking care of our beloved dogs, a new baby on the way and spending time with family and friends can be challenging but, I'm up to it!"

NOTE:1-27/15 it still wasn't right, so again have changed it. One of these days I will figure out what I want to write about. But, I have decided to use old names to categorize entries. That way if anyone does read this blog, they will see where it all comes from!